Playing with a dildo - From the diary of slave Katinka

“Playing with a dildo” was written for BDSMforyou.nl by slave Katinka.

At the weekend I always like to give myself a bit of extra attention. Not only in terms of looking after my body with a face mask or scrub, but also by playing with myself while I'm still in bed. Especially when I've just woken up and am still lying there dozing, with my head completely empty.

Unfortunately, as a sub you have no say in that. At most I can ask whether it's allowed, but usually the answer is "No".
Of course that doesn't stop me from asking my Mistress regularly. Sometimes I get no answer at all and she completely ignores my requests. That may be because she's busy, but it may also be a conscious choice on her part.

Request for pussy points

This week it happened again. I sent her a request for "pussy points" (which stand for minutes in which I can play with my pussy), but I heard nothing back. On Saturday evening I sent her another request, asking whether I could masturbate the next morning. Again no answer. I watched a bit of Netflix and eventually fell asleep, a tiny bit frustrated.

The next morning the first thing I did was look at my phone, hoping for a belated answer, and damn it, nothing again. I thought about going back to sleep because it was so early, but that didn't work. I decided to get out of bed and jumped straight into the shower. I increasingly got the feeling that she was doing it on purpose. Earlier that week she had given me an assignment to put clamps on my cunt and smear Tabasco on my clit.

My labia were completely swollen from the heat and the horniness, and even then I asked for, say, two minutes because I was close to coming. I got a firm NO! in response. By now I was just about ready to explode. My whole body and mind were screaming for an orgasm.

Household chores

I decided not to think about it too much and to ignore my horniness as much as possible, and I looked for distraction in household chores. My little cunt kept craving, though, and not just a little. That certainly wasn't helped by my Mistress. She sent a few more photos of metal “toys”, including a labia clamp. She knows that metal things get me very aroused. Knifeplay, for example, and her new metal cane...

Those photos gave me yet more stimulation. I pretended it didn't affect me, because I didn't want to ask for pussy points again (and then be ignored). On Sunday afternoon the phone rang, and it was my Mistress Moriah. She wanted to give me the shopping list for a party she is hosting soon. We chatted a bit about this and that, and I don't remember how, but suddenly the conversation turned to my questions about the pussy points.

Perhaps on the fucking machine!

Mistress Moriah burst out laughing and said: “What did you think, that she's ignoring me?” Well, yes, that is indeed what I thought. She had to laugh loudly again. “So you'd like some pussy points, and what do you want to do with them then?” she said.
I told her it would depend a bit on the amount. If I only get 2 (and she sometimes does that, but fortunately that's still always more than 2Bees often gets, because he sometimes gets only 10 seconds), then I can't do more than play with my clit, but if there were more, I might be able to lie on the fucking machine...

“Oh, all right, I'm in a good mood today, you get 30. But I want a report, and I'll send you the further conditions in a moment.” “Yes, Mistress,” I said. I patiently waited for her WhatsApp.

You have 30 minutes!

“You have 30 minutes. You may spend 10 of them playing with your clit and your breasts, and you put clamps on your nipples. After that you take the clamps off and do other things. At half past nine tonight you go to bed. Because those remaining 20 minutes, you are going to use to fuck yourself with a dildo, a thick dildo. Your little cunt is far too tight for everything I still want to do with you. I want you to fuck yourself really hard and deep with fast movements, and tell yourself that you are a horny slut, a horny whore, that you belong to me and that your little cunt belongs to your Mistress.

You may not come, well, only in the last minute, and every 2 minutes you lick your dildo completely clean. Like an ice cream, but you also push the dildo into your mouth. Taste the juice of your own horny cunt, so you can get used to it for when you're standing here dripping again. And tomorrow I want a report. Have fun!”

Metal toys

I only replied with “Yes Mistress, thank you. Have a nice evening”. I went upstairs to the bedroom and already laid out a towel and a thick dildo. Then I went back downstairs, put the clamps on my nipples, set the timer for 10 minutes and then put my hand in my knickers and touched my clit, hard, soft, and I had to think of the metal toys my Mistress has. She has a metal thing that may (I hope) go into my little cunt and with which she can spread my labia.

Suddenly I saw the webcam was on; my Mistress was watching. My little cunt was getting wetter, coming was out of the question anyway, because I had set my mind on my thick dildo and her words had been clear. The ten minutes were over and, as a distraction, I made coffee and watched some more Netflix. Fortunately it was only an hour until half past nine. I went upstairs a little earlier, brushed my teeth and laid out clothes for the next day. And yes, at half past nine I heard my phone's notification sound.

I pushed the dildo into my little cunt

I lay down on the bed and pushed the dildo into my little cunt. Lube wasn't necessary. My little cunt was already soaking wet. My Mistress always says I really don't need it as a horny slut. As instructed, I moved fast and hard. And I told myself that I was just a horny slut, a horny whore, that my little cunt is always ready to be used. And that my little cunt isn't mine but belongs to my Mistress. “My little cunt is yours, Mistress, I am a horny slut, a horny whore!” Oooh, so intense, my legs went weak.

After 2 minutes I pulled the dildo out of my little cunt. I put it in my mouth and licked my own juice. By now I already knew the taste of my own juice, so that was no punishment. Only being allowed to come at the end of the 30 minutes I'd been given, that was the punishment. After I had licked the dildo clean I pushed it hard into my little cunt again, and in my fantasy I heard my Mistress say “deep inside, horny slut, that's all you're good for, being fucked, harder! And faster, you're a horny whore! And you're mine! Remember that well!”

I licked the dildo clean...

Every two minutes I licked my dildo clean, sucked my dildo in and put it back in my cunt as fast as I could. And I repeated that over and over, my legs were getting weaker and I moaned and moaned, and oh, how hard it is not to be allowed to come. In my fantasy I got a few hard smacks as well, because I had to pull my knees up to my shoulders so that my buttocks were accessible for the metal cane.

My cunt was streaming, my breathing was getting heavier. And yes, I was in the last two minutes. I said out loud, Yes Mistress, I am yours, I am a horny slut, a horny whore, do with me what you want, because I am yours. And I came... to a huge orgasm. My little cunt kept streaming. I licked the dildo clean one more time, and I was in such a lovely state that I just stayed lying there and fell asleep contentedly. Thank you, Mistress, for these 30 minutes.

slave Katinka

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