Say 'Ah', Mistress: from Carrot to Cucumber - From the Diary of Slave Katinka

“Say 'Ah', Mistress: from Carrot to Cucumber - From the Diary of Slave Katinka“ was written for BDSMforyou.nl by slave Katinka.

That title may remind you of Zeg eens a (the Dutch "Say Ah"), a series that was quite popular in my day. I do have a thing for medical play, or really for all kinds of play. Whatever my Mistress comes up with, or whatever we come up with together, I'm in. That is the trust I have in her, from the very first minute. Today is an ordinary Friday and I'm working from home. It's a privilege we've had for a few years now and I absolutely love it. Last night I talked with my Mistress about various things, including the new path she has taken. Loyal followers (LoyalFans) will know about it, because they will surely have read it. And perhaps secretly had a little look around already?

Videos

On her Loyalfans account she already has quite a few videos and photos, which is hardly surprising for a Lifestyle Femdom Mistress. But soon she wants to make many more photos and videos, and to be honest, that turns me on. I had forgotten about that. But in a distant past I did sometimes do webcam sex with female flings, or we sent each other raunchy videos. I loved that. I would often come really quickly to an orgasm, even though I never surrender to the other person that way. Yes, if it happens that Mistress Moriah starts playing with knifeplay, then yes, absolutely yes. An orgasm is never my goal in a session, though. An orgasm is short-lived, whereas an experience, a proper intense session with whips, stays with me for days.

Tasks

In the early years of our D/s, I was given quite a few tasks involving making videos. Later those tasks grew more towards writing about myself, which made me grow in my being. And I wanted to do more for her instead of enjoying the pleasure myself. To take things off her plate, in terms of business, but of course also on a personal level, where I can make her happy. But back to the videos: I searched my folder for the tasks I had carried out for her, and there were videos among them that she could definitely use. Including a video with a carrot, which made me laugh out loud. I had forgotten about that. I sent her all the videos, she was extremely pleased and I think she has already posted a few.

Task

And to my great surprise I got a task, because I had thought she surely had enough for now. No, I had to make a cucumber video. Oh dear, the tension shot up to my ears and my heart started pounding. Because the video would end up on her account. And I went to bed with the idea that I had to go and get a cucumber the next day. I woke up with an exciting feeling. I still had to work, as I mentioned at the start. I did the things I had to do for my job; luckily I only had to work a few hours.

Addressing her formally, Mistress

In the meantime she called me, and said she would very much like it if from now on I addressed her formally as "u" as well. I was slightly surprised, because I haven't done that for years. Not that I don't respect her, it has simply turned out that way. But now that she has expanded her stable of slaves she finds that nicer, so I have to get it into my system that I'm going to do that. Whatever she wants, I'm fine with it, and making mistakes is luckily not a problem, she said. In public, so on kinky sites, at parties and so on, I have of course always addressed her formally and as Mistress. We had a lovely conversation and after we hung up it was time for me to go to the supermarket. It also gives me a strange feeling to address her formally again.

Exciting

I went to the supermarket and picked up the cucumber, among other things. I think I had a very naughty smile when I chose the nicest one. Of course I knew what I was going to do with it. When I got home I got myself ready (not in the sense of an orgasm) to make a beautiful video for her. Full of excitement I put on what I wanted to wear. And I made several videos. She will probably put these videos on her account if they meet her approval. I sent the videos to her and she was pleased! I just needed to practise more to... oh wait, I'm not telling that. Afterwards I had to eat the cucumber, because she thought throwing it away was a waste. A nice, moist cucumber.

slave Katinka (aka anna)

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Text & photography: slave anne