Sadism

“Sadism” was written for BDSMforyou.nl by Mistress Moriah.

Sadism is a strange thing. You’d think a sadist would want a masochist as a sub, so they could really let loose on them. Nothing could be further from the truth, though. I’m a sadist, but I can’t stand the thought of my sub being a masochist. My sub doesn’t like pain at all. That’s why I can enjoy him so intensely. Precisely because after just a few strokes, he starts moaning, groaning, and whimpering. He reacts not only verbally but physically as well; I see him reacting to my strokes. He really struggles to handle my sadism.

His body instinctively tries to avoid the blows by wriggling in all directions. It almost looks like a little dance, and I love this writhing. Imagine if he were actually enjoying it! Then there would be no pleasure for me at all, and I’d just be working my ass off to please him. That’s not Femdom to me.

Sadism and a real wimp

My sub is a real wimp. The kind who whimpers even before he gets hit. Yet he can take quite a few strokes. Not because he enjoys it – because he really doesn’t. But because he knows it makes me happy. He sees me enjoying it. He sees my eyes sparkle and a wide (sometimes even roaring) smile on my face. And he’s willing to suffer for that. And I love to make him suffer. The more I love him, the more I can make him suffer. Do you know why? Because when I see his pain, written in welts on his skin, all I want to do is love him. More than anything.

So I wake him up in the morning with a cane. Precisely because I love him so much… “Good morning, my love!” ‘Flatsch… flatsch… flatsch..!’

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