"Oversized dildo - part 1" - From the diary of slave Katinka
“Oversized dildo - part 1“ was written for BDSMforyou.nl by slave Katinka.
An oversized dildo, you'll think? Er, yes. I had my Mistress on the phone, and no, we don't only talk about BDSM but also about everyday things, work stuff among others, and I vented my feelings about a grumpy, negative person I'd had on the phone. I can easily get carried away then, and I say things like “it would be better for her if you went to town on her with an oversized dildo. That would surely make her happy!”. I use that expression regularly, so it just flew out. My Mistress had to laugh and I could already hear from her laugh that something was coming…..
Oversized dildo
And sure enough, there it came: “You know what, Abbeltje, you order yourself one of those oversized dildos too. Then your cunt hole will get a bit wider and hopefully you'll talk a bit less”. All I could get out was “Yes Mistress”. Because the moment She talks to me like that, I feel completely submissive to her. Even though we'd first had a conversation as equals. My heart was pounding like crazy, and all sorts of things were going through my head. “Are you going to do that right now, Abbeltje!? And don't forget to send me the links so I can give my approval”. “Yes Mistress”, I stammered again. “Sleep well for later, Abbeltje” she said. “You too, Mistress” and we ended our conversation.
Getting started with the oversized dildo
I got straight to work. I picked out some dildos. And I also spotted a funny dildo in the shape of a cucumber. Not that it was very big, but I thought this dildo was funny. My preference always goes to dildos that feel a bit heavier in the hand and aren't too floppy. I sent my Mistress a few links to dildos and yes! Luckily she thought the ones I had picked out were perfect, and she found the cucumber funny too. So I ordered both. And these dildos arrived on Tuesday. I sent a photo and got the reply that for now I was only allowed to look at them. And I obediently put both dildos, still in their packaging, on the table where my home workplace is now as well. So I could look at them all day long.
Big
And the day before yesterday it was finally time! I was allowed to unpack them, but not do anything with them. And the cucumber was indeed funny, it can even squirt. But my attention went mostly to the big black dildo! How big and how heavy! How on earth am I going to get that into my pussy. So I sent a photo to my Mistress with the remark that the black dildo is very big. “So what?" She responded straight away. “You're a horny slut, you'll get that dildo in just fine, and that cunt simply has to be stretched! Simple! Just like your arse hole”.
I sighed, but of course she couldn't hear that, and sent back "Yes Mistress". For a number of weeks now I've been getting anal training, wearing my stainless steel butt plug for half an hour every day, it doesn't matter when. As long as it's half an hour. And no, I'm not allowed to masturbate. Only with her permission. And last night it was finally time. I was allowed to masturbate for 7 minutes, 3.5 minutes with the cucumber dildo, 3.5 with the big black dildo. Of course She always expects visual material, both photos and video. And that turns me on enormously too. Especially when I make a video of myself moving a dildo in my pussy. Then I really feel like Her horny slut. That I belong to Her. And that I do everything She wants.
3.5 minutes
As a precaution I started with the cucumber dildo, which has lots of ridges. Honestly, I prefer a real cucumber in my pussy. Straight out of the fridge. But the ridges were nice for going firmly over my clit. And then my alarm went off, the 3.5 minutes were up. Then it was the big black dildo's turn. I actually never use lube vaginally, but this time it was really necessary. What a huge thing.
I had trouble getting even just the head into my pussy. And just as the pain was being pushed aside by pleasure, my alarm went off. Those 3.5 minutes were up too. I reported back to my Mistress via WhatsApp. I got lots of laughing smileys back with a sadly better luck next time. And actually I laughed really hard about it myself too. And I fell asleep with a smile.
Tasks
Today I was busy with my work when I got a text from my Mistress with a few tasks, and no, not horny tasks. Work tasks. And I was already given unlimited time to masturbate until 23:00 tonight! Now I still had a few things to do in terms of work and housework, and I like to empty my head a bit first before carrying out a task for Her. So that's what I did.
In between I got a phone call from Her to sort out some work things. I did that with the butt plug in my arse and afterwards I went to vacuum. And did a few more things for my Mistress. And finally I allowed myself the time to masturbate. I picked up a small dildo and the big new dildo. The small one to get my pussy nice and wet. And then I carefully brought the big one inside, a bit and then out again. I alternated it with the small dildo and tried not to squirt. I held back my orgasm.
Pleasure
And I was getting deeper with that huge, heavy, black dildo, and oh, I wanted to scream with pleasure. I bit into my duvet to muffle the feeling of pleasure mixed with a little pain. But the pleasure won out. And the moment I was almost coming, I pulled the big dildo out….because I have until 23:00 and this dildo is so intense that I want to have this feeling all evening. So it's definitely going into my pussy a few more times tonight, and now I'm just going to treat my pussy on the sofa. Lovely! I hope my Mistress will be pleased with both the anal training and the vaginal training. Because that's what I do it all for, to make my Mistress pleased and happy!
Slave Katinka