I have a metal fetish. Never knew - From the diary of slave Katinka

“I have a metal fetish. Never knew” was written for BDSMforyou.nl by slave Katinka.

I didn't know, never knew, and then suddenly I knew! I have a metal fetish! Never knew. Thanks to Mistress Moriah I was able to discover it.

Fetish

When I became Mistress Moriah's slave a year and a half ago, I actually knew very little about having a fetish. How it all worked and how it works in a D/s relationship. Actually, I didn't know all that much about BDSM. Well, a little whip and a paddle, sure. And yet I knew I needed to be submissive to Mistress Moriah. We don't have a single safeword. Mistress Moriah does whatever she thinks I can handle, or pushes me just over the line, an undiscussed limit, but in such a way that afterwards I'm proud it happened.

My first introduction to needles, for example, I found terrifying, and still do, but when I later see photos of my pierced nipple I'm full of pride. Then I think, goodness, I don't like needles, terrifying, and yet there's one through my nipple, or more. And there are more things like that which I never thought I would experience. Over time I experienced more and more things, and sometimes I had to get used to them too. As far as one gets used to things.

Goosebumps

I noticed that certain things made me very aroused, and I don't just mean my pussy, but that my heart rate went up, a deep longing so strong I can barely stand it, the tension. And that I long for it so much. It gives me goosebumps, goosebumps all over my body. The wet pussy only came later. And what am I talking about... I noticed I loved it when Mistress Moriah got busy with a knife. In other words knifeplay, her running the tip of the knife over my body.

The first time she scratched her initials into my buttocks. They are still there, and when Mistress Moriah spanks my buttocks you can see them even more. And oh, how I cried, not from the pain but from the acceptance, by her carving her initials into my buttocks. It may sound strange, but everyone has their own experience.

Shiny

My Mistress needed a new whip rack, with a shelf. I made it for her. And she was so happy with it, and proud of me. As I type this I'm still smiling from ear to ear. And what went on that little shelf? All kinds of gleaming, shiny things. Which I regularly get to (read: have to) dust. Which of course I do. Now, I don't really like dusting, but with those beautiful sparkling things, they make my heart race. Like the stainless steel cane. A beautiful steel dildo, stainless steel. All the other stainless steel things, the nipple clamps. Even the torture devices meant for men make my heart race. Because I always see possibilities; such a torture device could easily be squeezed around my nipple or between my labia.

My Mistress has a harness for me, with chains running between my legs. Honestly, I love this harness, my breasts sit nice and tight in it, I feel the iron of the chains between my labia. I feel the buckles of the little straps all over my body! Sigh, I love it. What is a real shame is that if I see something made of metal/stainless steel and buy it, I have to hand it in straight away. The mere thought of everything she has at my Mistress's place is giving me palpitations and goosebumps right now.

Stainless steel

Recently I slept at my Mistress's, not in her bed of course, but in a bed of my own. And she gave me a stainless steel toy to take with me, and I was allowed to play with it. When I finally lay in my bed, the toy was lying in a cold spot, so it was ice cold. I slowly ran it over my body, and actually I found it too exciting. My experiences with metal are when my Mistress does knifeplay on me, for example. So my heart rate was up. I didn't dare push the toy into my pussy, even though I longed for it badly.

But because of the tension I needed a lot of time, and luckily I had that time, because that evening I was allowed unlimited time. And oh, how I enjoyed it, the metal all over my body, the tremors running through me, the goosebumps. That whole feeling, in which I fantasised that my Mistress was doing it to me, because I found it too exciting to do myself. At one point I pushed the toy into my pussy, just for a moment. And what pleasure, that hard iron inside.

Just this once

When I went home she gave me an iron dildo to take with me, and I was only allowed to use it when my Mistress said so. And that was yesterday. And OMG, I had to wait until I went to bed. Now, she is very good at mindfuck, so she knew it would make my head spin. With my pussy soon to follow. And finally I was allowed to go to bed. I quickly did everything so I would be in bed fast. The dildo was already waiting on my bedside table. I picked it up and yes, it was ice cold. I considered holding the dildo under the hot tap for a moment, but I hadn't been given that instruction. Slowly I ran the dildo over my breasts, my nipples popping out hard from my areolas.

Arriving at my pubic bone, I slowly went over my labia, and I felt my clit start to swell. I began to rub hard over my clit. The wetness was already flowing freely, and I waited a little before going inside my pussy. My clit began to throb enormously, time to push the dildo into my pussy, and with hard movements I moved the dildo back and forth. And while moving back and forth I kept going over my clit with the top. And it didn't take long... within the 27 minutes I was given... I came. Wonderful!

So my fetish is iron/metal/stainless steel, the heavy shiny kind. And what is there on my Mistress's whip rack, or what did I see in her shop?

Metal Pinwheel

Oh, how wonderful a metal pinwheel like this is! I have been allowed to experience this one once. But just looking at it already gives me goosebumps. I would love to lie down for a while and let this little wheel roll over me, simply because you no longer know what to feel. Pain or pleasure.

Metal Cock and Ball Ring

I don't have a cock, and no balls either, but I do have fantasies about this metal cock and ball ring. But well, it's for a man. Not everything is for Katinka.

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Extreme sensation claw clamp

These enormously painful claw clamps are at my home. My Mistress wants me to work towards putting them on my clit one day. I've only managed that once. Because they are painful, my labia and nipples know that. My Mistress uses them as punishment. Then I get a WhatsApp message or a phone call with the instruction to put these clamps somewhere. She then wants a video from start to finish. I can simply hear her laughing

Leather Harness with chains

This leather harness with chains between my legs is so lovely to wear. A leather harness, the chains between my legs. I would love to wear this all day when I'm with my Mistress or while doing her shopping.

Stainless steel cane

When my Mistress ordered this stainless steel cane, I was already happy. When the cane arrived I got more nervous. When would I get to feel it? My pussy was hugely stimulated by the thought alone. And when I was finally allowed to feel the cane, wow, what a thing. Beautiful to look at, but the cane was painful. On both my buttocks and my breasts. Almost unbearable, and yet I keep longing for it.

Metal Butt Plug

My Mistress doesn't have this metal butt plug yet (and neither do I), but it would fit me perfectly. Both front and back. It's nice and heavy and that feeling alone is wonderful. At the back I would need some lube, but at the front that really isn't necessary. This butt plug can also be used very well during bondage.

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Anal hook

My Mistress clearly keeps this anal hook in plain view on the shelf. At first I wondered what on earth it was for. But now I know better. During bondage the hook goes in anally, and a rope can then be attached to the ring to tie someone up. Could that be done vaginally too?

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Speculum

I also regularly handle the speculum, to dust it. I think I should float the idea of medical play. I think I need to be examined.

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CBT

My “little brother” regularly (read: often) wears this cock cage around his cock. When I see things like this, I wish there was something like it for pussies. It sounds wonderful to have something around my labia and over my little clit.

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Butt plug

I really love the colour of this butt plug! And not only for women, men can wear this perfectly well too, certainly if they are getting slut training or would love to be a little slut.

Order with a discount!

So much for my stainless steel/metal fetish. Now I'm going to message my Mistress to ask whether I can play with yesterday's iron toy a little longer. By the way, I'm curious about your fetish.
Feel free to click the links and have a look around, because my Mistress has a nice surprise: if you order before 5 December you can get 15% discount with the code Sint2019
Have fun and enjoy!

slave Katinka

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Text: Slave Kathinka